by Gail Gritts
TEARS
“And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, “Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.” Mark 9:24
Such a sad story - a parent helpless to find the answer to his child’s torment. As he approaches the Saviour he is faced with a direct challenge to his faith – “If thou cast believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.” With tears the father cries out, “Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.”
Have you ever been to that place? The place where you have exhausted all of your effort only to find yourself face to face with the realization that Christ is directly challenging your faith? The place where instead of being allowed to ask if Christ can do anything, he turns it on you and puts to you the question of your own faith? Do you believe firmly enough? Has it brought you to tears to realize that your belief might have holes?
This is where the father stands – keenly aware that though he believes, somewhere in the recesses of his heart there might be a place of doubt.
It is good to note that the father did not say, “I believe; now help my child.” Or, “I believe; cast out this devil from my child.” No, he understood that his own unbelief was harder to overcome than the demon and that to heal him of his personal spiritual malady was a more needful work than even to heal his child. This is the understanding of the father and the sign of his true faith. He believed there was no deficiency in Christ, no lack of power or unwillingness to save. Tearfully he acknowledged that all the hindrance lay in his personal unbelief.
This is where we must arrive if we are to claim the promise Christ gave – “all things are possible to him that believeth.” Are you there?